Do you ever feel like you lose time? I just can't seem to keep track of time any more. Before my transplant, every day dragged on into the next and time crept by. With new health, comes speeding time, time that literally whizzes by, even when I want it to just slow down. At times it is hard to appreciate the moments when they are gone in a blink of an eye.
I woke up this morning and, with horror, realized that tomorrow starts November. Didn't October just begin? That is how it feels, until I start to recount every event that has occurred since October 1st. The trip to Pittsburgh, my Birthday, my parents' visit, Hannah's play, a surprise party for Hannah, Hannah getting very sick, etc.
There are days I wish time would slow back to that pace of before. It doesn't seem fair that when I wanted time to fly by, it crept along, and now that I have so much to appreciate, time won't let me. I have this growing to do list, and yet I can't seem to find the time to get any of it done, it is CRAZY!
Am I the only one who feels this way? Am I in the Twilight Zone, or is it just Halloween?
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